"如果和你说了又怕失去,不说又怕连最基本的机会都没有了"请用英语给我翻译这一句话,谢谢

I am afraid of losing you if I tell you my true feeling, but I am also afraid of losing the minimum chance if I do not say something.

if i say something to you and afraid of losing, not saying anything at all probably mean i will lose the last chance

If i express my feelings to you,i am afraid of losing you, but if i don't i even will not have the chance of losing.

i am afraid of losing it if i say it to you ,i am also afraid of losing the basically chance if i don't say it to you

If I say it to you but afraid of losing you, not say it to you but afraid of having no chance.